My mom just left for the hospital. I didn't think it was really a big deal until I faced the reality of it.
Ron left and my brothers not here. I'm here in the house all by myself.

It's so hard to no cry.
I love her so much. I try not to assume the worst.
I  might be over reacting but I want her to see me get married. I want her to spoil her grandkids with love and toys. I want her to see me graduate college because she didn't get to.

I wish someone was here with me.
Please pray for her. Her name is Mindy and she's the greatest mommy ever.